I have something to give.
Whosoever feels led to receive,
may partake freely.
For those who are in mourning,
may you find some comfort here.
For those who are in fear or torment,
may you find deliverance here.
For those who are lost,
may you find your way home here.
For those who are weak,
may you receive strength here.
Kundalini living,
and walking
with God
I thought I would share...
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One thing that happened today as a sort of testimonial to living under the protection of saturated kundalini presence.
I slipped and fell today at work while carrying an extremely heavy panel. Me on one end and my boss on the other end. I was walking backward and my foot stepped onto a rolling cart we use to transport heavy cabinets and things we install. So before I knew it I was slipping out from underneath myself with the heavy piece landing on top of me. I didnt even have time to react it happened so fast. There was about 6 people in the immediate vicinity who kept asking if I was okay. Nobody could believe that I was totally unharmed.
I just got up and continued working. …. I kept feeling this deep sense of re-assurance within me like, God is soothing me and showing me that as a loving parent watches their small children, so also am I being watched and cared for even when I am not aware of it. My boss said “you twisted your ankle pretty good are you sure your okay?” I just moved my foot all around in circles and stomped on it and said yeah i’m totally fine.
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I kept on getting these moments of understanding about trusting the creator. I was totally unaware when the moment occurred I did not react in fear but rather surrendered to the fall. So strange how it makes such a huge difference. I was 100% inside the kundalini surrender during the whole incident and I was 100% protected and came out of it totally unharmed in spite of the situation being very harmful. The chances of sustaining a serious injury in a situation like that is quite probable.
Just a few weeks ago, I took another fall off a very small 3 foot tall ladder. The same thing resulted. I was carefully lowered to the ground and all obstacles seemed to be either assisting in the transition or went flying out of my immediate vicinity. I did have time to react because I got very frightened and caught a small scratch on my calve from that fall. The fear reaction took me briefly outside of the surrender in that moment.
These are the very small and significant levels of distinction and discernment that kundalini has been pointing out to me lately. Delving deeper into trust and surrender in day to day tasks and every moment. I am being challenged to let myself stay in that wakeful mindset of surrender during every thing I do.
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